January 2011
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Bar Nights a Usual
So Sundays haven’t been as boring, but they sure were last night.
From the Girls Shaking their asses on empty dance floors lookin a Hot Mess, to a good pal Steve almost taking home a Man….that made a very good looking Blond woman.
Poor guy, not sure why he comes out with us to all the gay bars to pick up ladies.
Either way, its just always good to get out of the house and be...
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ATX
I’m here and I’m ready. Let’s do this! I need this!
In about an hour let’s see how I feel
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Alone
You know, we break off relationships or the idea of relationships to say we are going to start clean. Break off all bad ties.
We think, that this action will give us a new start.
We feel strong and hopeful.
YET.
We forget the lonely nights and empty inbox.
we have to keep strong and wait for the good moments to come along.
Im waiting for something and someone good.
why?
Cuz i think...
“We know the sound of tow hands clapping.
But what is the sound of one hand...”
– A Zen Koan
Feb 14th
I think I would love the idea of a Valentine, But finding one is usually harder then thinking or hoping for one.
Any Takers?
To forget
I couldn’t make myself sleep last night. I had such a hard time. It wasn’t till I tried to remember everything and told myself to forget.
Somewhere in-between forgetting and remembering I seemed to passed out.
I woke up this morning trying to remember my dream…yet it wasnt till I was fully awake that I realized I didn’t remember all that I tried to forget.
I keep
I keep my deepest secrets, secret … But one day before I die I will tell you.
If you fall in love would you tell the things of your past that you have worked so hard to forget but has made you the person you are today?
My Friday
Went well today.
Had an interview, and it feels weird for someone to tell you that you are too good for this job. That you are too much a people person. And that my Resume is rather amazing.
Why wont the jobs I want take me?
Next weeks Job interview at Apple is already killing me inside. I want it so bad.
Starting to
I worry about my friend.
He says he doesn’t understand why everything is off. Why he’s not so on top of things like before. I want to tell him, it’s because you miss home, you miss your friends. Your life is off and you aren’t making friends where you are. You aren’t letting yourself live.
Its not till then you get back to being you and doing all the same things...
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Be Happy Kid
It’s interesting, that door that people say will open when the another one closes. Well, I think mine opened today. I’m scared
But scared because It’s happening. You know, it’s like you wait and hope and wait and hope.
I just hope this is the door I’ve been wanting, the one I’ve been needing. The one that I’ll be in for a good while. I want to grow old...
