December 2010
10 posts
Hurt
I may have fucked up my foot :/
Stepping poses to be a challenge.
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I’m not like I once was, I scared to live like I was.
It’s hard to come back from a major fail and feel like life will be better.
People say to pray. So God I pray to you.
Tell me why I still feel like I don’t deserve anything any more. Friends that care. Family that loves me.
I’m not worth much any more.
I am no longer myself.
The worst part is, I don’t...
Seeing you
So talking to L now. Now sure where this will go. I don’t want to scare myself but I need to not be scared.
So the Bachelorette party
Was fun.. I mean there were penis shaped things and penis games. All of which I was NOT to excited for, But HEY it was for the Bride…silly girl.
So there was a stripper and she loved it… or was drunk enough to like it.
I faced timed with C the whole time… you know so he could be there.
He was even in the group picture O_o yeah too funny.
Sick.
I’m sick and Diana’s Wedding is this Friday.
I would be that brides maid, coughing up a storm during the ceremony.
I've Stopped eating
It just hit me I’m Hungry.
Time is almost out
I can’t believe that this is the last friday night that i will be home doing homework.. working on an exam and what not.
Yet, I have to tell myself something. Hey You! Stupid!
Why aren’t you living life right now?
It’s hit me twice in one day, I have been passing up life and all it had for me. Just for Me! I dont know where I’m going from here and that scares the FUCK...